Losing it!

Today I think it is highly likely that I might lose my mind. For the past 6 days I have literally been sitting on my couch or at my kitchen table studying. Of course I have to take breaks to walk the little dog hellions but that's pretty much all I have done. Sometimes I wonder if you are ever ready to take your nursing boards. Part of me thinks, no. There is soooo much to know and you really have absolutely no clue as to what you will be questioned on for this test. Ive gone through everything except psych and pharmacology. I just finished reading over pediatrics and mother baby nursing, and the only thing it made me do was want babies. It definitely didnt make me want to keep on doing more questions. Ugh. The poor dogs probably think I am the most boring person alive. And Jason probably agrees.

On a brighter note (for Jason): He got word this week that he gets to make a trip to Fort Worth on Monday.... whats even better is that its paid for by the marine corps. They are sending him to the Lockheed Martin plant to check out the new joint strike fighter jet. Hes really excited about it. The JSF is what will be replacing the harrier which is what jason works on now. Heres a pic of it for those who are interested. I think its really cool for him, but I have to admit that I am really jealous. Not necessarily of seeing the JSF but he gets to go HOME and be in TEXAS, while I am taking the hardest, scariest test of my life. But oh well. He doesnt get picked for this kind of cool stuff too often so I guess Ill let him bask in his excitement. I just wish he could pack me in his suitcase and take me too.

Since I have to go to San Diego to take my test, and he will be in Texas... his friend Kyle is going to be staying with the doggies. I have to admit that I am a little worried about this because I have a feeling he has no idea what the rath of Hank can entail. But hopefully all will come out of the weekend alive, and Kyle might consider watching them again for us someday. We shall see....

Well, I should get back to studying, because once again this is just me procrastinating doing what I should actually be doing. But at least I am updating all of you!

Love and hugs to everyone!